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plumeria, a different life in the city


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plumeria tree ho chi minh city

If you ever walk by a plumeria tree, you probably won’t forget the fragrance that fills the air. I secretly searched for them on my travels in the south of Vietnam only to find a handful living in odd places. People no longer have plumeria trees in their yards. I guess they don’t have a need for them anymore. I asked a friend of mine to which she promptly explained. People are slowly cutting them down due to their lack of monetary potentials. I still didn’t really get it. The one my grandparents had never brought them any money, but it stood for years and years before the river swallowed it.

I hear it from everyone. Land value is rising. Farmers are selling their land quickly to cash in on the incline. I don’t blame them. I’d do the same. It’s people like me who have time to search for these sentimental things. People like me who are lucky to not have to worry about the survival of everyday life. Not that I don’t worry, but it’s a different kind affliction. Growing up in another country, I’ve always wondered where life would have taken me if I had stayed. I’m not sure if I’d be sentimental about anything at this point.

To my surprise, I ran into a long row of white plumeria trees on a walk through Nguyen Hue walking street. I spotted their unmistakable dome-shaped silhouettes from afar like giant umbrellas shielding from the sun. Curvy branches intertwined and converged towards the hazy sky. I thought about how strange it was to find them here in the city, where I least expected them to be. Nonetheless, I was happy to see them. As I got closer, the aroma of the plumeria blossoms became more powerful. It was almost like sweetness of honey evaporated and coated every air molecule. I picked up a few flowers from the sidewalk to get a closer look. Their ivory white petals still delicately soft to the touch.  A breeze ran through the trees as streetlights came on for the evening. It was the perfect beginning for a night in the city.

I looked around at the fancy buildings recently erected, and I wondered if the trees like living here. I imagined them feeling a bit strange like the way I felt walking through these streets. Life in the countryside suddenly seemed so much more enticing. That’s where I’d like to live, but sometimes these kinds of things are not choices we can make. They still cast a beautiful silhouette against a sky of skyscrapers. They still give off that sweet aroma tourists can enjoy. I guess what is unfamiliar will eventually become familiar.

 

 

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solitude: memories of the river


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Stepping onto the boat to cross the Cửu Long river, I could not stop the overcoming feeling of solitude. The scent of this river was all too familiar to my nostalgic senses, even after all these years. The inhabitants of this river, generations after generations, remained the livelihood of this part of the Mekong Delta. I have always been a visitor here, though as a child, I have bathed and swam in its branches reaching far into the outskirts of town.

As far as my eyes could see, through the haziness of the tropical sun, a few small clusters of water hyacinth aimlessly float on the river’s glassy surface. As a child, I often wondered how lonely life must have been for them. I remember, some thirty years ago, counting them as they passed by on the side of the ferry crossing this river. It was like they somehow shared their sentiments in a moment of vulnerability. It’s not the kind of calming and introspective solitude you’d wish for, but a futile sense of yearning to belong. Life was not easy even as children. I couldn’t possibly imagine how hard it must have been for my mother. I would wander up and down the ferry jam-packed with people, some crippled, some diseased, and some was just trying to make a living. My mom would wake us early, even earlier than the rooster’s crow, to take the four of us across this river into the city. My two older sisters and younger brother would be half-asleep for the first part of the trip. It was always an all-day ordeal. By the time we make it to the city, mom was exhausted, and we were wide awake. Even though I feared these trips back then, I only long for them now just to feel that way again.

Once in a while, a blooming hyacinth bud would pass by, shining atop of the muddy brown river water. I can still see myself as small as the greenest leaf, as crisp as the freshest bloom. As the lightest of touch of lavender smiled at me with solitude, a childish sense of yearning came to me. And I realized, what I yearned to be, I have become, and where I longed to be, I am.

Solitude